When True Self awakened in this body in 1993, the ego-mind was still very strong in its subject-object point of view. It took awhile to fit together the Truth with all the illusory perceptions “I” was equipped with. It took years of deepening that Awakening before non-duality understanding fully prevailed. One of the most challenging issues for this body’s ego-mind to deal with was the concept of channeling.
For seven years prior to Awakening, this body’s identity was grounded in the ability to channel, and the business of channeling was the body’s primary source of financial support. But Awakening discredited the concept of channeling, as it was clearly part of the illusionary persona that had just been unmasked. Being fully liberated was now the only remaining ego desire, consequently ego determined that channeling must be rejected, so channeling for clients was no longer engaged in.
12 years later, without warning, the energy of Saint Germain appeared once again. By this time there was no identity as “me” judging the body’s actions or attempting to stop it. Words of wisdom beyond ego-mind’s awareness began to freely appear from this emptiness, when least expected. The hand wrote messages to the mind, without any mental thoughts proceeding those written impressions. The mouth spouted concepts without a single thought proceeding or accompanying them. What was happening? It looked like what I used to call channeling, but now there was no “channeler” bringing these messages forth. It was the Awakened True Self presenting its “knowing,” which I now call “True Self expression.” In whatever persona it chooses to use, True Self has been freed to express ItSelf unfiltered.
True Self is now free to use any source name, or personality (or none), when expressing itself through this body. Whenever some higher wisdom is needed, It simply includes that wisdom in a conversation. This is particularly helpful when this body is leading satsang, teaching a workshop, coaching, or facilitating an Emotional Clearing session. True Self Expression is just like channeling, but there is no “ego involved I” needing to step aside before a message can be delivered.